Friday, July 29, 2011

33 days left

It is getting closer and closer... I can't wait :) I finally got my address! I know where I will be living and who I will be living with. This is going to be the best 3 1/2 months of my life. I am so grateful for this experience.

L&L
-Jenny

Sunday, July 17, 2011

What goes around ALWAYS comes back around :)

It's funny when you have been waiting for something for so long and you get it/it finally happens....one would think that they would be over joyed but I feel nothing. I guess it's a good thing but it is funny how things work out. Once again, my life motto comes in handy that EVERYTHING happens for a reason. That's all I wanted to say today :)

L&L
-Jenny

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

new house...new room...new housemates...same old me :)

I've been living in my new place now for a little over 2 weeks. At first I thought it was going to be a big transition from living with one person to no living with 9 other girls, but to my surprise it is the opposite of that. I love every minute of it. I also thought to myself that I missed out a lot because of being a Jr. transfer to SCU, but I know now more than ever that it was meant to happen this way. God really has a funny way of working things out. I love all of my housemates, no matter how different or similar they are to me.

Tonight, my housemate Roxy, her sister Lauren and I made dinner together. It was a lot of fun and through little things like cooking dinner I feel like you can really get to know someone. It was nice to catch up with them. Then Roxy, helped me hang all my pictures up in my room and made it feel cozy.

Here is just one little part of it....


Tomorrow I will be going up to Sacramento because my grandparents need me to drive them. I am looking forward to seeing my sister while I am there   :)

BTW I think it is funny when guys have more pms than us girls do. (Random I know...but I just need to get this out of my system) I know we(girls) might have a little more drama and emotion that comes along with us...but seriously guys that have psm piss me off. It is worse than playing games with you.

ANYWAYS....off to catch up on some sleep.....not like I am counting but.......there is only 7 weeks till I will be in BARCELONA....honestly I wish I could leave tomorrow. I just can not wait till I get on that plane and I know I won't be coming back for 4 months! YES

L&L
-Jenny

Sunday, July 10, 2011

The Holiday

I watched the Holiday last night and I love that movie so much.....even though fairy tale endings never happen, its nice to watch it and pretend. Here is a quote from the movie that Iris said:


"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade." 


It speaks for itself :) 


Do you ever lose faith in what you believe in? Sometimes I wonder if what I believe is really what I should believe in and then I witness something that amazes me and I am then reassured what I believe in is the only way I should live my life. 


I'm so blessed to have everything in my life....and for everything I don't have, I know that God has a reason for not giving it to me. 


L&L
-Jenny

Saturday, July 9, 2011

So over it

There is too much going on right now....

I saw this randomly and it made me feel better.


There is just a lot to handle right now with friends and family members. It's hard to be supportive of other people when things in my life are not going great. I want to forget about every one and everything and just leave for Barcelona already. I need to not have to check in with anyone and need to not worry about all the little things going on right now.... to be continued 

L&L
-Jenny

Monday, July 4, 2011

what to do...

too many things running through my head...I hate that I over think everything. I can't wait to go Barcelona and forget about everything/everyone and just live life to the fullest with nothing holding me back. August 31st couldn't come any sooner

L&L
-Jenny